My heart beats for you,(L)

cos you're my everything,

Sunday, November 22, 2009 10:47 AM

Woke up around 9.
couldn't sleep anymore.
i guessed i got used to church waking time.
._. haven;t even eaten my breakfast yet.
lazy to buy~~~~~.
and 2PM IS DAMN TOUCHING LA~.
THE BEST ARTIST OF THE YEAR.
& they won BEST MALE GROUP too~.
:)
I was like seeeing the video the first thing in the morning,
then i was close to tears,
:( Wooyoungggggieeee, dont' cryyyyy~
Wooyoung totally broke down when he heard the news,
and i went :" AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! DONT' CRY!"
i think i just went crazy for that moment.
& Junhooooooo, don;t cry!!
everyone , dont' cry!
it's tears of happiness though, :)
"Jaebeom hyung~, did you see this? I love you." - Chansung.
see the video yourself, you can see other artist and fans crying along~.
& G-D kinda expected it was them, he lip-synced with the announcer, :X

nothing much on SHINee, :(
stupid boycott, !~~
& i got a feeling that later, i will just spend my savings away.
I FORGOT TO TAKE MONEY FROM MY MUM.
-.- , STM lorr~~.

& yes, im going to be a hardworking pianist,and student.
NEXT WEEK: STUDY.STUDY.STUDY.
Since SHINee won't be on mubank/core, and 2pm is excluded from variety shows,
i shall be hardworking, and try to study!
BUT! FOR TMR:
TUITION & HI MY SWEETHEART EPISODE 4! {:
Can;t wait can't wait!~~.

& FANGIRLING CURES SADNESS, wanna try? (L).

Complicate girl.

Saturday, November 21, 2009 8:21 PM

SUPER CUTE LA!~~.
I just cannot resist and posted five photos~,
there's like 50+ from this event, and these five are like the (L).

AND JONGHYUN + KEY = HOT LOR.

^-^

it's like sometimes,

you try to go too fast, and you end up really infront.

thinking that you won.

but, you end up alone at the finishing line,

then you realised you miss all the moments and fun during the journey.

then you try to save it, and go backwards,

but you realise, there's no turning backwards.

& Those simple things you easily gave away in the past,

are so far from reach now.

then you'll start to regret.

but, who says regrettion helps to save the stituation.

You lost, loser.

Sometimes, these things seems really small and worthless to speak.

but, when the stituation changes a little bit,

those things seem really difficult to achieve.

Then you tell yourself to not let the chance slip away again,

but ; Ignorance.

then when it happens again and again,

you get tired and sick, and give up.

you try to tell yourself that everything is okay when you know it's not.

then, you slowly lock up your heart and put up a fake front and pretend everything is fine,

Then even before you know it yourself, your heart is already numbed and in pieces.

i just realised what i wrote don;t make a single sense.

Weirdo.

(L)shineetwopmfiveoonebeast.

5:15 PM

OKAY.
LET ME SPAM FIRST.

IM SORRY FOR THE FANGIRLING.

BUT, PLEASE PARDON ME.

IF YOU WANT, OR WISH TO, SKIP THIS PART!

COS IT'S TOTALLY FANGIRL STUFFS.

AND WRITTEN/TYPE-EN IN A FANGIRL MODE.

SO , IT MEANS IM TOTALLY CRAZY.

I THINK YOU GUYS WILL LIKE JUST COMPLETELY ROLL YOUR EYES IF YOU DON;'T LIKE SHINEE/ BEAST/ SS501 / 2PM/ ME.
:P

here goes:
ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW! ONEW!

HE'S BACK!~

I WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING IN MY HEART WHEN I HEARD RINGDINGDONG FIRST TWO SECONDS OF THE SONG COMING OUT.
I WAS LIKE "OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGGGG x1000000000~",
but i couldn't scream, sorethroat+dad was taking a nap.
so, i just like totally fullscreen and keep my eyes on ONEW!
:P, heeheee, abandoned jonghyun liao la~.

like TOTALLY SUPER HAPPY LA!~~~~~~

ONEWWWWW-AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

AND JONGHYUN WAS FREAKING HOT LA~,

AND HE WAS GIVING CHEEKY SMILES ALL THE WAY,

EVERYONE LOOKED SUPER HAPPY,

COS , ................ ONEW IS BACK.

:D, ohyessssssss! ^-^.

i should just kipnap the whole kpop groups here lor~~~.

totally in (L) liao~.

:P, Zee! let's go kipnap them together!

heeeeeeeheeeeeeee~,

shall slowly fangirl first,

BEAST.

:) AJ IS LIKE MORE (L)-ed ~~.

but, DONGWOON catches my eyes ALOT nowdays~.

and today, junhyung(rapper) was like totally hot with the new hairstyle,

so, i found myself staring @ him thru out the perf. ,

even missing out AJ's wink, :P

and Doojoon wasn't there( idk why), so Seobbie sang his part,

:P, sorry to doojoonie's fans, but IT SOUNDS, NICER.

^o^, mayb it's just plain biasness,

and there was alot of cuts today,

with the verse two gone, :(

but, the dance cut is still the same,

Yoseobbie's cap dance is (L).

F(x)'s chu today is niceeeeeeee~,

especially , KRYSTAL.

okay, mayb i kinda, like f(x) liao~.

like MUCH better than the JUNK right? (inside joke).

KHJ was absolutely right, !

*hi-fives with the junk antifan and zeenia, and khj*.

& was discussing Ft Triple's Loveletter with Zee la~.

Jaejin's hair totally saved him,

and Jonghun is handsome la~~,

:P, and the song is niceee~.

just that, i don;t like the rap part, kinda spoils the song.

Jj's part is :}

& B.E.G.'s rapper is pretty with her hair down, *random*.

and Ga-in is like the one that i onlylike in the group lor~.

Nar___ is like -.- .

FINALLY,

SHINEEEE.

I know i already fangirled @ the startttttttt,

butttttttttt!

SHINEE LEY!

SHINEE!

S-H-I-N-E-E-!

:) Just,............

I LOVE YOU , SHINEE!!!!!

ONEW! (L)

JONGHYUN! (L)

MINHO! (L).

KEY! (L).

TAEMIN! (L).

I should just marry them in my imagination.

why is jonghyun so damn hot?

and KEY! someone said : "Key! why did he become so hot?" in shineee.net,

and yes, i agree!

and MINHO = PRETTY+HOT = :)

& of course la~~, onewwwwwwwwww = (L)(L)(L).

and not to say , maknaeeee taemin is the (L) of Z, so i shall let Z fangirl for tm, :D

& ONEW'S SHIRT IS AS CUTE AS HIM LOR!

MICKEY MOUSE!

^_^. & i like jh's shirt!

can we like totally transfer their closet here now?

although i can't wear them,

but THEY'RE SO NICE!

:P, i think shinee is the only group that can rock out skinnies on guys lor~.

so skinny la~, especially taemin!

i think he;s like half of my weight lor.

heeeeheeeheee~, and although tm's hair today is like , not my type one.

but, i think he's the only one that can pull off that kind of hair!

:O, and i realised something, jonghyun is actually quite fair(white),

actually, all of them are, ESPECIALLY KEY! super white and pretty skin la~.

but, minho , the sporty kid is tan~, :P

& Zee just gave me an idea of shinee,

HOT AND SPICY.

SS501.

DID I SAY THEIR DESIGNER SUCKS?

COS HE/SHE DO.

-.- THEIR SUITS ARE LIKE TOTALLY, ..... L O L .

but at least they look handsome with it, :)

Kyu(L), and KIMHYUNJOONG'S LAST FEW SECONDS is (L).

i totally :O @ his close-up, :P

mayb im falling for him liao~,

and his : " Baby baby~" part always makes me laugh,

i think im crazy that's why,

totally laughing for no reason, :P

Since i only like Kyu(L), i was like totally looking out for Kyu in the perf. only~.

and i realised when he's dancing,

he looks super cuteeee~, although he is supposed to be manly for this album.

but, his puppy cute face just comes out and i go : " AWWWWWWWW!"
^-^, no wonder i like him, so cutee~.

WHAT TIME IS IT?

2PM!

:) chansung's part makes me laugh cos Zee completely turned it into a joke.

damn funny, *ask me then i show you*,

^-^. & WOOYOUNG IS THE LOVE.

:D, so is Taec, and JUNSU!

totally abandoned junho for junsu.

the JUN brothers, :}

and and and and andddddddddd~, Taec did the ending today~~,

but i still like Wooyounggie's the best!

but he will get hurt from doing that twiling thing if he keeps doing.

:) and the fanscream NEVER dies,

keep hearing jay's name, and wooyoung's,

cannot seem to make up other;s name.

except Jay's, Woo's & "2PM!".

& I HOPE JUNSU CAN DO THE ENDING TMR!

:D, totally want to see his sexy face.

Okay, as i said.

i was totally fangirling.

so, pardon me yeah.

the normal qinyi is back here!

Tmr, guess i'll be skipping church,

cos i don't want to be snozing off @ the band thing.

Then, going to meet Zee earlier for some popular and lunch first,

then going to sku for band.

which means, skipping Inki,

but there's no shinee.

:(, so it's kinda okay~.

there's still youtube.

okay, i drifted to the fangirl topic again, sorry! :X

and Monday: Tuition, Gym, Swim.

Tuesday: free day~ who wants to go out! and S is coming back! *i think*.

Wednesday: Band.

and other days i'll be totally rotting at home lor.

:P, heee~.

my slacky holidays, ._.

and this is for "Mrs Lee":

:) yoyoyo, i said i left something for you right!

^-^, thanks for fangirling with me everytime lah~~~.

and awwww, i dont' love you la~~~

;P, kiddingkidding!

I love you , kay?~

:) *faints from the mushyness*.

and yes, your name is a regular on my bloggg~.

LOVE YOU , BFF! {:

okay~, im going to go off first.

and im deciding something important now.

mayb , i will say it later.

AND PEOPLE! I KNOW YOU GUYS READ MY BLOG!

TAG LA~~~~, PLEASEEEEE!

IT'S QUIET ! but, spammers/haters,

i would really thank you alot if you can bear with me for a while.

thanksssssss~.

*runs off*.

baby, why~.

12:45 PM

Went on a small daily shopping trip after breakfast just now.
got my stationaries and all,
earphones, etcetcetc.
and WAHLAO~, my fringe seems to shrink after a night,
:(, kinda regretting it~.
but, it looks quite okay after bathing, like the hair @ my profile~~.
okay, whatever.
Mucore @ around 3+ later~~.
FIRST: CLEAN UP MY ROOM.
okay~, update later~ .

(L) It just hurts so much to see you cry.

it's waiting for you.

Friday, November 20, 2009 8:49 PM

Wooyoung is the (L).
& I LOVE JUNSU TODAY!
:D, but i always (L)Wooyounggie~.
If you see the vid, you can see some skin right? :P
IM NOT A PERVERT HOR, just you know, .... can see mah~.

KYUJONG (L).
But, i kinda like hyunjoong already,
you guys should see their episode with snsd(jessica),
super funny! :P
heee~, lazy to fangirl.
kinda tired.

I think im getting sick,
headache, sore throat.
but , still, im eating my chocolate banana cake from SECRETRECIPE.
:P, i dont' care, eheheheheh!~
okay , free day tmr.
i shall stay home, and do these:
- Pack room!
- Pack books!
- See Mucore!
- Idle @ home.
:D, then sunday, would be church and Band in the noon.

& MY PRINTER DOESN;T WORK!
MY SHINEE PIANO SCORESSSSS~ :(
:( :( :( Pissed off @ my printer, *kicks printer*.

okay, nothing much, i forgot what i wanted to say.
bye~~~ *flies off*.

What if you weren;t there,

6:57 PM

Back from malaysia,
one word: SATISFIED, ^-^.
went to pick up kor from NYP, then headed to woodlands-->JB.
not much of a jam, but when we reach, it was already like 12+/1.
Had our lunch @ our usual place(where we always go),
HK Cafe~, ^-^.
the baked rice+chickenchop+porkburger there is superb, xD
Walked around and YES! I GOT MY SHOES!
3PAIRS OF THEM! I WAS LIKE :D ALL THE WAY LOR~.
as you can see, it's difficult for me to get shoes.
time was running out as we needed to head back to Sing around 4+.
so, Mum, Dad and i went to did our hair.
Didn;t rebond @ last, no time and decided to not "kill" my hair.
did some hairspa thing that came with my frizzyhair treatment shampoo.
I was like "oh, okayokay." to the hairdresser.
and my hair turned out, .....
Shorter, Shorter(alot) fringe, Layered, Smooth.
:D, i kinda like and don;t like.
not used to the short fringe, but it's not ugly(to me).
my hair is shorter now, but it's okay, im kinda okay with the " i dont; have very nice and long hair" thinking already.
my fringe? it shall grow in the holidays,
but now, im thinking, HOW DO I TIE MY HAIR ON SUNDAY.
:( mayb i will use Z's idea and tie, and clipclipclipclip, :P
heee~, but, i like the result.
hope the special treatment thing i brought will help, if not.....
SOFT REBONDING, no choice.
i have to kill you, hair.
:P
Cheapcheap, w/ haircut it was around 70-80$(Sing dollars) only!
:D, like much cheaper than singapore treatments~.
Mum had the same as me, and Dad dyed his hair(too much white hair, :P).
Will post my current hairstyle photo as my profile photo and post here later, :D
ended around 3+ , to another shopping mall.
nothing much there, but i managed to get my Handbag, Earstuds, and Handphone pouch.
BUT I DIDN;T GET TO DO MY NAILS! no time no time! :(
and my Schoolbag, one caught my eye, but kor said it was kinda, not nice,
so i listened to him, and didn't buy! i regrett! :(
i got like half of my shopping list stuffs, now im left with :
Schoolbag, Nails( mayb i'll do it in sing afterall), others that i said ytd are kinda, not very impt, :}
HAPPYHAPPY~, and the auntieanne's, and everything that is damn cheap~
especially SECRETRECIPE, :D
tookaway 6slices of cake home since there was no time to eat there,
the cakes are resting now, shall munch on them later~~.

:) the traffic kinda jammed alittle just now,
caused me to miss the first ten minutes on MuBank,
caught from UKiss's perf. afterwards.
NO SHINEE, NO BEAST.
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(.
But, at least there's 2PM! & SS501!
:) 2 out of 4!
but still, i would be MUCH happier to see Ondubu back on stage.
:(, but, yes,
TMR SHALL BE THE DAY!
YES, IT SHALL.
TMR = MUCORE = ONEW'S BACK = :) ME = FANGIRL.
if you see my post tmr, dont; blame meeee~.
i wonder what is shinee doing now lor, instead of MuBank,
some concert @ SBS i think, :}
okay, update later w/ HD videos of perf.
BTW, 2PM'S PERF. IS :)
but, wooyoung didn;t do his part @ the last part,
changed to Junho~~, :P
i prefer Wooyounggie though, (biasness :P).
and YES, THEIR OUTFITS ARE :O & :X .
I saw Taec's, Wooyoung's, Chansung's , and abit of Junsu's.
if you see it, you'll understand, :P
i rather wooyoung unbutton his suit though, :P
Kekeke~ *grins*.

*jumps off*.

my perfect badboy.

10:19 AM

IT'S FRIDAY TIME! :D
^-^ , so equals to ===== MUSICBANK!
heeeee, but first, off to Malaysia~
seeyouguys @ night~
(L) Ondubu~.
(L) Wooyounggie~.
(L) Jonghyunnie~.